more and more ambiguity. no sooner do i untangle one thread, than i find another knot.
hidden agendas and being emailled an agenda before a chat. i don’t know which is the more confusing.
meanwhile, my friends are amused and interested to hear updates on my life which has taken on the proportions of a soapie, and have offered much good, thought provoking and helpful advice. i’m very grateful!
when i am with the people involved or talking about it, it’s real. when i’m alone in my head, it’s all a story.