why do people go away just when i finally have time to play? what’s the bet that it takes an excrusiating two weeks to be contacted again, and the stuff in the back of the car is wanted the day i go back to classes? or maybe half a week later when workload, frustration and susceptibility kick in? what must be valued when someone’s there for the drama but not the dancing? pessimistic? i’m waiting to be proven wrong. notice how many question marks i need these days?